My mum and mum in law have both been on holiday for two weeks and I started work in the first week.
As you may know I have suffered really badly from depression since having Lily and I need ‘breaks’ quite often, now I know at work I’m not with Lily but I’m still working hard.
I haven’t had a break in over two weeks and I’ve been having lily all day then working all night then getting up and doing it all over again.
Robs mum got home yesterday and I’ve asked her to have Lily tomorrow night as rob and I are both off this weekend and I need some adult time (I don’t mean sexy time) but she won’t have lily as she said that robs sister is there with her son but there is loads of room!
She offered to have lily next weekend but rob and I are both working so it’s not really a break.
I know I probably sound really ungrateful but it’s really hard for me and unless you have depression you won’t understand what it’s like.
I feel so stressed out and I feel sick and tired and alone and a failure!
Eurgh
My back is killing and my feet hurt!
And I’ve got work in an hour for 6 hours!
I had sex less that half an hour ago.
I texted Rob to come upstairs and then sent him straight back down afterwards saying ‘you can go now, I’ve had what I wanted’
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How old were you when you lost your virginity? Do you regret it?
I lost my virginity at 15 and it wasn’t my choice. I do wish it had never happened but at the same time I wouldn’t be who I am today.
Please?
Ouch.
Anon or not?
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Thank you so much for your lovely comment! I can’t wait to meet you and your gorgeous son!
Choccy face!
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Got work in two hours, it feels so strange to be starting work at 4pm.
I have nothing else to say.